12/25/2013
I’m reading an insightful little book that a neighbor
brought over for us that suggests ways our families can put the Joy of the
season back into our homes.
At one point, the author poses the question, “If you could
be one character from the Nativity story, who would you want to be?’
I went through each character, and even some of the animals
in my mind, and none seemed to fit.
After some pondering, here is my answer:
I want to be the lady next door. The one who gave Mary cookies when she was
little, who was her youth-group leader; taught her about chastity and honesty and
truth. I want to be the one she confided
her news to, the one who accepted her story and loved her and gave her a
reassuring hug. Who rejoiced with her, cried with her and worried about her.
I want to help her pack and get ready for her journey, show
her the latest trend in newborn swaddling, pray for her and her new husband,
watch over her house while she’s gone, and then prepare it for her return.
I don’t want my name, or even my acts recorded in the
scriptures. I just want to hold the tiny
Christ-child while Mary bathes and naps after her journey.
I’ll bring her dinner one night when he’s three-months old
and all the hoopla has died down, when Mary is surely exhausted and discouraged
and can’t even brush her teeth. I'll listen quietly to her story.
Then, if she let me, I'd rock Him while she ate, and bury my face in his hair,
inhale his Heavenly sweetness, and secretly wish he were mine, as I do with
every other baby on the planet.
And I’d have the wordless joy of one who is an instrument
in His hands. I’ll feel the sacred delight of holding one of God’s children, fresh from His presence. THE
CHILD.
And like the accompanist who knows that if she has done her
job, chances are that no one will have noticed her at all, I will honored to be
like so many other angels around us, who serve and build and bless in small
ways each day, and change the world one little act at a time.
5 comments:
O, Sweet Jeri, you are that woman. In all the years that I've known you, that woman has always been you. I've watched you comfort other women; I've experienced your joy and nurturing love. You've been an example of sacred love to me and I am a better person because of you. Even though I don't get to see you and spend time with you any more, I carry you, and your Christ-like grace in my heart always. I have been blessed to meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, and even eat your cookies. I love you, girl, and this particular blog entry is everything I would expect from you. Your mom (and dad) raised your right, and I'm blessed to know you.
Lovely. Lovely prose, lovely meaning.
I don't think I've ever really thought about the nativity in quite this way and your post was great!
This doesn't have to do with your sweet post...but I just finished reading "Prize Winner of Defiance, OH", and thought how similar and wonderful I think you and Evelyn Ryan are (though Paul and her hubby are thankfully nothing alike!), so I had to scroll through your list of books to see if it was on there...and was glad to see you have already discovered it =) Hope all is well! Thanks for all you do!
Oh I love this!
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